Words forever more broken
Hearts forever now empty
I trusted you and you damned me,
I defended you!
Yet you attacked me
Why oh why did I ever befall,
To such a fate—
Covered with lies?
I stay here surrounded by an ebullient crowd
But only emptiness, and alone am I
May God only know,
The reason I can’t hate you
And by ignorance –perhaps- my anger held.
You were an idol! A bright Northern Star!
However too, a deep abyss—
Into I fell from destiny?
Or into I fell from mine own lies?
The words I say may no longer aid
Falling and falling I shan’t be saved,
Let me fall and die at the end
But truth, I know, there is no end—
From here, forever, I will always fall
From still now, my thoughts not changed
Whatever these horrors may bring
Until eternity! They be my kings
All of life now dead! Absurd!
From whence it came from broken words.